autopilot.

but it's so hard when u keep acting like that. just stop it. arent we done with revenge? i thought we're even. i broke u and u break me. what do we do now? keep leading me on. but u're going on and off with her. i'm getting bored. maybe you're not who i should be waiting for. maybe you're just another one. another one of them. i'm bored. i dont wana care anymore. i dont care. let's just get back to life now. i left mine on autopilot. i wana start running it on my own.

high and hopeful (note: this was old)

i'm high and hopeful, knocking on your door, standing on my toes, hands in my pocket
when anxiety attacks.
i'm high and hopeful, wishing u would let me in. is she out of the picture? please tell me she is and end this crazy torture.
i'm high and hopeful. you're still playing it cool. it's funny i'm doing the same. would u be the first to give in?
i'm high and hopeful. this is driving me crazy. my head is spinning. round and round it went like a lollipop. i want one. would u get me one?