words that will melt in your hands

I've been going through all of my old posts. The ones from this blog and also from my old blog. I'm talking about extremely old posts, way back from when I was still in high school.

Found almost all of my poems and read them over and over again. Tried to remember what they were all about. I don't mean to blow my own horns, but, wow, who knew I could write like that!

I remember I began writing poems at 15. I had so much to say but never found the voice to say them. So I wrote it all out, (in winding words and played around a little so no one would understand) but I still wrote them out.

I have to say my favourite poems must be the ones I wrote about God. Re-reading them, I can still feel every little thing I felt when I wrote them. Peace and serenity!

And then there were some poems that I wrote out of sheer boredom. Hahaha.

I think I'm gonna go and collect all of those poems and put them in one place. And maybe start writing again. I'm definitely gonna start writing again!

And you must be itching to take a look at my old posts, yes?

Go on. I dare you to ;)

this pace we're at

Stumbled upon this post by Brett today. It scared me.

I'm always on my guard and I'm continuously building a wall around my heart. I know how emotionally-fragile I am. Which is why I'm very careful about who I fall for. I don't give in to my feelings easily either.

If someone thinks I'm hard on them, they need to know I'm even harder on myself. I need to get to know a person well before I let my guards down.

But I trust God with my heart. Take it slow, is what He told me :)