A little prayer

If or when I have children in the future, I really pray none of them have Scoliosis, like I do.

I don't know if I can be as strong as my mum, watching her child go through surgery and thinking he/she is never going to be normal.

I'm too emotionally fragile for that.

And I can't avoid blaming myself for it. I'd drown myself in guilt.

So, please, O Lord, don't punish them.

Amen.