verging on epic

Back at home and I've been feasting on my addiction to Sims 3.

I guess it all started with my new creations, Sage Hunter and Desiree Foster. They were inspired by Matt Bomer and Olivia Wilde, although my sims don't exactly look like those good-looking actors. Not trying to blow my own horns here, but I think my Sage Hunter is extremely hot and I'm going crazy cos I might actually be falling for him.

Sage Hunter; my best looking male creation.

That sexy look on his face when brushing his teeth!

Desiree Foster. She doesn't really wear those glasses.

These two sims live separately. I started off playing with Sage first, getting his skills up and letting him work in the military line. His lifetime wish was to be an astronaut. I let him give it a shot and I just realized how much I love men in uniforms! He started dating Desiree when we found her at the restaurant.

After a while, I left Sage on his own and moved on to Desiree. She was gonna be the CEO of a mega-corporation company. Yeah, I love a girl who could live on her own and dream big. Her lifetime wish came true and not only that, she was a power broker!

Aaaaand...here's how their lives intertwined!

This gentleman got on one knee!

Real men probably don't do this, but Sage really was

daydreaming about the wedding!

I went all out trying to get this wedding done. It had to be perfect! I had a really sweet theme in mind. A little wedding in the evening by the waterfall, with candles under a cherry tree. Only four guests, the Hazard couple and the Avery couple who were their best friends (yeah they're my past creations too).

Can't get over how beautifully romantic this looks

Sage wore his Fighter Pilot uniform

cos I thought it looked sexier than a tux

And here's the wedding dinner by the lake

Mr. and Mrs. Sage Hunter taking their first dance

The sweet newlyweds!

I slept at dawn trying to get pictures of this sweet wedding. Nope, it couldn't wait. I just had to make this wedding happen cos in case you haven't noticed, Sage and Desiree are my latest obsessions!

It doesn't just stop there. They started a family. Oh, wait till you see what their children are like! But I'm not gonna reveal those little creatures yet. Be patient, behave and I might post pictures of them in the next blog post.

Till then!

Oh by the waay! Here's a really funny video of the couple going crazy, dancing after most of the guests have left.

Yeah, I don't know what music they were listening to either...

Hahahahaha! They crack me up. But they've got some moves alright!

gonna own this day cos I deserve it

So it's my last day in campus, before I leave tomorrow morning for a whole month! Semester is over and I still can't believe it.

I woke up really early this morning to send Reyna, Hani, Aiman, Amir and Anise off. I was so excited for them but gonna miss them terribly! Don't know how many times I've waved and blown kisses at them when they were in the bus. Haha. Now the table's turned.

I'm clearing up my room, doing the laundry and packing my things up today. Getting distracted a lot, though. Like now, for instance, I'm blogging when I'm supposed to be shoving everything in my cupboard. Oh well, got the whole day!

Or do I?

I don't know if the plan of going out with Mack and Angela is still on. But best be getting everything ready by noon!

I'm ignoring my phone for the day, unless of course it's my mum. Can't be bothered to be put down by others. Don't rain on my parade, people. I'm going home and I'm so stoked!

Blasting music in my room like nobody's business. Bahahaha.

Kays, gotta keep on clearing things up now. See ya and God bless!

to you who won't stop

I don't need a man. I'm not interested in you and I'm not interested in relationships. If I say "No" to you now, what makes you think I'll change my mind in the future? Once my mind is made up, it's made up. So please stop trying.

If I ever 'need' a man, I can tell you this, that I only want a man of God, who can bring me closer to Jesus. Who loves Jesus, more than he loves me or any other person. God will be the center of our relationship. Not his wants, not my wants, not his needs, not my needs. God is the center of it, as He should be.

Yeah, I'm difficult, I'll admit that. I have my own views on relationships and you may not like it. Most people, you included, make relationships seem meaningless. I believe it's worth more than just being with someone you have feelings for. You wanna know what I think?

If you're not ready for marriage, then you're not ready for a relationship.

Relationships should lead to marriage, not just be static and unmoved. It should always lead to a better place. If a relationship isn't headed towards marriage, then it should stop. And if a relationship never intended towards marriage, then it never should have happened in the first place.

I know this sounds a tad bit too strong. You might think I'm crazy or cheesy or old fashioned, but this is one of the things I stand for.

I'm standing for something here. Are you?

You best be on your way now

Wrote one just before bed, after a certain someone reminded me how much I don't like it when boys try to get my attention. Here's to you.

All I wanted was to bid farewell,

But I covered all too well.

You couldn't sense it in my voice,

Not in your room, not with all that noise.

Your thoughts bloomed when your heart's doomed.

I'm sorry I'll have to break this.

It isn't easy, you shouldn't be thinking of me,

For you'd just be creating a mess.

Please, I beg, just walk away.

I don't want to cross your mind.

I might just break you when I say,

You never crossed mine.

with all my heart

Hey everyone. I'm halfway through my finals. Sat for four papers this week, three of which were in BM. All the papers were pretty good so far. I've got two more papers to sit for next week. Biology and Chemistry. Can't wait to get everything over and done with. I'll be going home next Sunday. I really miss home. I miss my mum especially.

The entire time I was here, I've been really good at controlling my emotions. I don't cry often but the only times I cried were, well; the first week I was here, that time my dog died and this Tuesday.

My mum called me on Monday night and told me something really sad. I knew she's been sick lately, but last Friday, she called and told me her thighs were swollen and she had to go to the doctor to get a blood test. I've been praying my heart out for her and it was just painful to find out she has thyroid.

Yes, I'm sensitive and bad things make me cry. But whenever it comes to my mum, it hurts the most. My mum is very important to me. She's the one person I love most in my life, right next to Jesus. So when bad things happen to her, it breaks me down.

My mum has gone through so much in her life, she's sacrificed a lot for other people and she neglects herself. So it really broke my heart when this happens.

I'm not mad at God, though. I won't even question Him for this. I know things like this happen, although I don't believe my mum deserves this at all. As much as this hurts me, I know we have hope. I know it with my whole heart that God will place His healing hands on her and pull her out of this, just like He did with everything else before.

"And this small

and temporary trouble we suffer

will bring us a tremendous and eternal glory,

much greater than the trouble."

- II Corinthians 4:17

In His hands, I rest all this. This sickness is out of my hands, but I know I'm working really hard here for my mum. Yes, I'm making my own dream come true, but it's her that I always keep in mind. I'm never going to stop trying to please her and trying to make her happy.

If anyone's ever wonder why I'm always so hard on myself, well, this is the reason why.

I'm not complaining, though. Because of my mum, nothing could ever get me distracted. And if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't even be here. She gives me the freedom to do what I want, but still reminds me to keep my heart and head in the right place. Words can't describe how much my mum means to me.

I'll never stop praying for you, mummy.