I dont think you noticed

that you're on my mind every single day.
that I secretly spell your name out in the skies

I saw you today, only to feel invisible
Because I didnt think you noticed me
I dont think you noticed.

I've seen hearts scarred. They told the truth only to find bad news.
I can hold it in. The truth. But I'm scared to wait longer.
I dont want to tell and lose you a second later.
But I dont want to tell. Period.
At least not now.

Honestly, I still care about what people would think.
As much as I hate to admit it. I still do.
I've never been here. And I dont know much.

And I am way too scared of figuring out.